Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Home Sweet Home


Well we made it, we finally made it.  I have never been so excited to be home, and never before has home felt so much like home.  

Last week Friday, which now feels like so long ago, we went to the clinic so Sarah could receive a litre of fluid before the weekend trip to Banff.  She was topped up and then we continued to pack and clean up the apartment.  I am quite surprised at how much stuff we ended up having at the apartment but we did manage to fit it all in and make it home.  At about 2 Sarah's Dad and Margaret arrived and we were on our way to Banff, it was a fantastic weekend, it was so nice to get away from the apartment in the first place but to get away and go to a beautiful place like Banff made it much more enjoyable.  On Saturday we went up the gondola and enjoyed the view of Banff from up there.  The food and company was great so thanks to both of you very much!

On Monday morning we made it to the clinic, albeit a little late thanks to Ryan and his wife Sarah.  Sarah still had her pic line in so they started to draw the blood work.  The blood work this week was a big one, I think they stole 14 tubes of her blood, so they gave her a litre of fluid while we waited for the doctor to meet with us.  The doctor finally came to meet with us only to tell us that the bone marrow test results still hadn't arrived.  I think this worried Sarah and I at first but they were quick to tell us that we would still be able to go home.  Some of the blood work came back from that morning and we were told that her counts had increased again.  The doctor also told us that they aren't too concerned about the bone marrow results because everything else leads them to believe that things are going well.  They also said that they will call us if there is anything that concerns them with the bone marrow test.  They sent us on our way home with a few things to look out for.  Sarah has to be careful not to over exert herself and she also has to do her best not to get sick.  We don't have another appointment until January 10, but in the meantime Sarah will have some blood work done next week.  After the doctor cleared us to go the pic was pulled and we went to the apartment to start packing up the truck.  My friend Ryan wanted a lift to Edmonton so he was there and helped with the packing and cleaning which was really nice, because Sarah was able to watch us load up the truck and didn't have to carry anything.  We finally hit the road at 2:30 and were on our way, I think we were both amazed that the day had finally arrived.  For me it felt so fast, but then looking back and remembering all that we had been through it felt so long.  Needless to say we were both so excited to be on our way home.  We made it home at around six and started unloading the truck.  Linden was home first with Brenda and her girls.  It was so nice to see Linden in his own house, he was so excited to walk around and see all of his toys again.  He would pick up one toy play with it and then see another one and play with that one, he didn't know which toy to play with.  Selina arrived with Cael a little while later, finally all four of us where together in our own house.  It was a really emotional time, we are so happy and so thankful that we could be together and home again.  It is so nice to see the two boys together, its funny because it seems like they haven't missed a beat, Cael watches everything Linden does and Linden will bring Cael toys and gets excited when Cael wakes up from his nap.  It has been a huge adjustment for us, but it is so rewarding.  Last night while we were driving I said to Sarah that it feels so normal and routine already, being parents to our boys is something we both missed more than anything.  For now we are going to adjust to our new old life and enjoy Christmas.  

Sarah and I are planning to continue writing the blog, but for now we don't know how often, we both realize that this is the best way to let everyone know what is going on so keep this page bookmarked.  We are home, it feels so good to say/type that, I thought I would say it again.  Thank you so much to everyone who helped us out along this journey.  

K

...Sarah said she would write a blog entry tomorrow.

Cards in the hotel room

The view from the mountain top


The fluid top up before we came home

This is what kept Sarah going

21 comments:

  1. Yeah!!!! So glad you are home safe and sound and with your boys! We hope you guys have a wonderful Christmas full of giggles and tons of love!!! Love the Oorts

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  2. WELCOME HOME!!!!!!!
    WHAT AN ANSWER TO SO MANY PRAYERS!
    PRAISE THE LORD!!
    HAVE A FANTASTICLY BLESSED CHRISTMAS!!

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  3. yaaayyyy!!!!!!!
    see you tomorrow :)
    love you lots.

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  4. Welcome Home!!! We wish you a very Merry Christmas with all your wonderful family, especially those adorable little boys. Can't wait to see you in the new year. Andrea

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  5. What a wonderful gift to be home with your boys on Christmas! Hope you have a very Merry Christmas and a blessed time reuniting with your family and friends! God bless you Sarah and Kurt!

    Michele and Mike

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  6. So glad that you are home!! Have a Merry Christmas!! Enjoy those boys.
    Cristy Labrecque

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  7. So great you are home! What a long haul... Such cute little boys to keep you going! :) We'll continue to pray for you guys as you get back to "normal."
    Rosanne (Hoekstra) Broersma

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  8. Welcome Home!!!!! What a great Christmas gift!!! We are so excited for you guys! God Bless You Guys!

    Jill & Randy

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  9. Amen and Hallelujah!!!
    Thrilling conclusion to this leg of your lives together. God Bless you, every one...

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  10. another prayer answered. We will continue to pray of you that you may stay healthy. Enjoy your Christmas with your family. from the van popta family.

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  11. Best Christmas gift ever. We will not stop praying for you as a family. Welcome Home

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  12. We are so happy to have you home!!! Sarah, it was so wonderful to see a smile on your face! You are the bravest two people I know. Love you guys!!
    Miriam

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  13. Thanks for posting and letting us know that you are finally home. Several of us have been asking each other, "So are they home yet?" So welcome home, Kurt and Sarah, and how wonderful to be with your little family again for Christmas. A true gift!! I am hearing the song of "Homeward Bound," by Garfunkel in my head ~ not all the lyrics work, but some do:
    "Homeward bound ..
    I wish I was
    Homeward bound
    Home, where my thought's escaping
    Home, where my music's playing
    Home, where my love lies waiting
    Silently for me .."

    Blessings on your days ahead and we will keep you in our prayers and keep watching for your posts to see if there is anything specific that we can pray for you and your family. And yes, for health and strength, a great immune system, and for trust and worry free days. Hugs!!

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  14. Thanks again, Kurt, for your faithful updates. You have a wonderful way with words .. perhaps a gift you never realized you had? Take good care. Oh, I hope you did not forget to take down your flag from the penthouse!!?? ;o)

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  15. Welcome home Sarah & Kurt, also Peter & Marg
    Thanks again to all the blog letters, extra.

    May God Bless you all as a family
    Monika

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  16. What utterly delightful news!! So happy with you! Thankyou both for your sharing of this journey with us. And we're happy that you will continue to do the blogs.
    Wishing you a MERRY, MERRY, Christmas. Something tells me it will be your best Christmas ever! That little baby laying in that manger so many years ago is the Lord who guided you, and comforted you thru the journey so far, and will continue to wrap His loving, healing arms around you!!
    Love, The Hoekstras.

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  17. And good riddance to that nasty picc line...must feel a lot better!

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  18. MERRY CHRISTMAS! How wonderful to be home!

    I hadn't checked the blog for a while since I figured once you were home you'd by busy with Christmas prep and just enjoying being home. So this was a nice Christmas present for me to open today! What an amazing feeling it must be to have all the family under one roof again!

    What a beautiful picture to see the two boys playing on a familiar floor together! =)

    God bless!

    And a few more '!!!!' just cause I'm so happy for you!

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  19. So happy for you Sarah and Kurt! I can't even express how excited I am that you guys are home with your family. I loved reading the blog and will forsure keep it bookmarked.Merry Christmas :)

    Love Karen E

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  20. (from an interview with Alan Torrance, a bang-on theologian who is at the same time down-to-earth, as you will quickly discover...).

    "Two years ago my wife died of cancer, and she was ill for three and a half years until she died. It was a very difficult time. I’ve got four boys; it was a difficult time for the family. During that period, sometimes it was difficult to understand and see purpose in all of this. We prayed for her to be healed, and she wasn’t healed, so on and so forth. There were times when it was quite a challenge not to give up and find oneself disoriented.

    The theology which I profess urges us to believe that Christ knows our weaknesses, takes our questions, our doubts to himself, (“My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?”) and identifies with us in our suffering. By the Spirit we are united with that. We don’t float free of the cares of this world. We are given to recognize the One who stands with us in the concerns of this world, who knows our weaknesses, our doubting, our blindness, who in every respect is as tempted as we are and knows our struggles. He knows even our sense of god-forsakenness at times, “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?”

    One of the most moving things that I’ve experienced when Jane was dying in the final weeks of that awful period was the Spirit’s giving one the sense that God’s solidarity with one, was present with us in and through this grief, that God is Immanuel, God with us.

    A lot of people ask the why questions. If you’re Christians, why is God not healing Jane? Even if they didn’t ask it verbally, you tended to feel that people were thinking that. But far more important than the why question is the where question. I don’t know why God allowed Jane to die of cancer, but I do know the answer to the where question. Where was God in and through that process? He was right with us in that grief, in sustaining myself and my family and giving us the eyes to see and recognize his presence in and through that misery." (end of quote)

    Sarah, Kurt, I share this because that is how I personally can start to put and hold together 1). what has happened to you and your family, and 2). how we can still profess to believe in a loving God.

    I wonder if this idea resonates with you two/too? I am putting this out there because many great and loving and devout people are reading your blog, and most surely some have lost a loved one, and while very, very happy for you are still wondering about the even bigger picture...
    Rick

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  21. Hi Sarah & Kurt,
    Despite the long distance between Alberta and here, I have been following the blog and it is fantastic news that you are back together in Edmonton as a family. Thanks be to God and thanks for modern medicine and dedicated doctors & nurses!!! Hoping for continued good news about Sarah in 2011. Happy New Year!
    Uncle Tako
    Luanda, Angola, West Africa

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